| 3.31.02 |
Baltiwhore
It's weird how a trip to Baltimore that you had hoped would let you hang out with the girl you're diggin can fail so miserably, but still be a whole lot of good for the soul.
Since it was such a nice day and I had no real plans I figured I would take a drive up to Baltimore to see if I could get ahold of the girl and maybe see her play since I've never really seen volleyball played seriously. So I drove up there and couldn't find her, and her cell was off so that wasn't helping me either. But I still went into the place and looked for her and damn, there were an assload of girls there. And if you're into tall girls, scope out volleyball teams, almost every girl there was my height or taller.
So that was a bust, then I figured since I was in the neighborhood I could go up to MICA and see if Hunter or Justin was around but being the idiot that I am I don't know any of their last names. So it was impossible to figure out their room numbers, or if they were even living in the Commons anymore. I felt like an idjit but oh well.
Because the drive was soothing as all get out suprisingly.
| 3.29.02 |
Better things
It's most definetly a good thing when you can go from sitting at home by yourself, to sitting at home with a girl drapped across your lap while the two of you watch Mallrats.
It'd be an even better thing if you stopped being such a wuss and tried to tell her that you'd like to date her. Oh well.
| 3.27.02 |
If you birthday was yesterday you are..
Now some of that seems right, but who the hell has a Q or a Z in their name? Jesus that's so shitty couldn't they have given me a "B" or even "C" to choose from, instead it has to be the two least used letters in the damned alphabet, grr.
If March 26 is your birthday: You can handle responsiblity with aplomb; when pressure is on, you are on top of it. In love, you are passionate, without love, you feel as if in a vacuum. Capricon, Cancer natives play actives roles in your life, could have these letters in names: H, Q, Z. During this cycle, you could change residence or marital status in April and could enjoy a more fulfilling love relationship
Other then that yesterday was quite interesting as drinking is always a fun thing to do. Especially when you're finally legal. And now that I get bored the idea suddenly pops into my head "Go out to a bar and have a few" but if I did that all the time I'd become a lush, and I don't want to do that...so hopefully I won't listen to myself too many times.
| 3.26.02 |
21
So I'm legal now, and it's about noon, I think I am off to go buy me a big ass case of beer and drink that motherfucker before I go out tonight.
It's good being legal finally.
| 3.23.02 |
It's 12:45 in the morning..
..do you know where your NCAA basketball favorite is?
I know where mine is, they're headed to the motherfucking Elite 8, just like the good UMD should be. And you have no idea how fucking happy I am that Duke lost. Those little preppy bitches need to be handed their ass. I mean damn they were lucky to even make it into thw Sweet 16, winning by something like 2 or whatever.
Anyways I believe that Duke losing was/is the highpoint of my week so far. I mean nothing else really happened to make me go "oh yea". Though I think if there is any other highpoint it's in talking to a fast developing friend who's well, chill. No other way to put it.
But now all I'm really concerened about is Tuesday [aka The Big Day] since well. I'll hopefully be good and drunk most of it.
And I've noticed that if I go into work with a shitty attitude for whatever reason I walk out with pretty decent money, even if that 'walk out' isn't until midnight, actually to be more precise it was a quarter to 1 when I left the restaurant doors. I was so pissed..
| 3.20.02 |
More...
I just realized something, I don't write in here near as much as I should. I mean I got this place just so I could put up whatever I want. I'd like to do something ala Tangent and write often and about different things.
And yet I don't. I barely write here, and it's annoying, because there's a bunch of crap I'd like to write about.
Like I want to write about how I have a feelign I was the flavor of the day for a certain girl and now that the day has passed so has my time on the shelf and back to the back-room I go. Which is annoying because I thought, and still sort of, think that this girl is pretty cool. But maybe as before, I was wrong and she's not, but I'd like to give her the benefit of the doubt so I'll patiently wait.
I'd like to write about a lot of other things too, but as per usual as soon as I come here to start writing I lose whatever it was I was holding in my head.
| 3.18.02 |
Mmmm females.
Might as well try this again.
So the party on the 16th came and went. And it was both a lot of fun, and very fucked up. Because some stupid bitch decided to bring all of her 'friends' [when in reality these people didn't like her at all] and these friends went and stole some of my stuff. Which as soon as I saw what was missing in the morning infuriated me to no end. Especially since one of the stuff stolen was my signed copy of "Jay & Silent Bob: Strike Back" and a ps2 game. But whatever if by the end fo the week the things aren't in my hand she's giving me money to re-purchase the stuff that was stolen. So that basically ruined my Sunday.
That and the fact I had to clean up the house by myself, and then go into work. Where at work I got to make an astounding 34 dollars and 44 cents. I mean fuck I'd rather be back to The Cooker and make my 30 bucks and not have to work as hard as I do at Logans for the same money.
So someone hook me up with a good job and some good money, I'd like to get my WRX STi now.
Oh yes and well, something might be coming up on the horizon that's goodly, and female. Mmmm females.
| 3.16.02 |
Fo in the mornin
It's interesting what you come across at fo in the morning.
Other then that amusing link, that dubbed me "Chief of Panties" the rest of tonight has been a bust as i made yet more shitty money at Logans. Guess I'll drown my sorrow in an assload of beer tomorrow night.
| 3.14.02 |
Testdrive
I'd like to testdrive a Subaru WRX thankyouverymuch. But can I? No, because I'm not old enough, forget the fact that I'm only 2 weeks away from my 21st birthday and then have nothing to look forward to except death, but that's still not old enough.
Fuck that shit monkeyboy I wanna drive my WRX.
That's about the most interesting thing that's happened this spring break, so far at least. Hopefully this weekend will make up for it.
Oh yea and the birthday's in two weeks, so someone get me something really interesting? Thanks.
| 3.11.02 |
Idiot
I swear the DMV is friggin retarded. Awhile back I said I had my license suspended and had to take a driving class. Well I took the class online and everything was easy. The letter said that after I took the class I'd have to pay a $60 reinstatement fee and then I could legally drive again. So today I went to the DMV and waited..and waited. I finally got called up and the lady said my reinstatement had already gone through and I didn't owe any money, which was the one good thing.
So I waited in line for an hour or so...for nothing. I mean I could've stayed home doing jack-shit, or going somewhere else. And no I didn't know this ahead of time because the stupid letter the DMV sent made absoutely no sense.
And since I'm on the subject of driving I have to relay a story of pure idiocy I witnessed the other day. I was on a pretty major road by my house and came to a light that has 2 lanes of traffic split into 4, 2 of them are for turning. So being the smart [ie common sense] person I am I got into the far left lane knowing it'd turn and I would be straight. However a few hundred yards from the light is a cross-street that people frequently turn into. So the car ahead of me was stopped close to the beginning of the cross-street so I stopped about a car length and a half back because I wanted to give anyone who turned infront of me some room to get on the cross-street. Well not more then 30 seconds after I had done that some asshole in a fucking Suburban pulls into that area, leaving anyone who wanted to get onto the cross-street SOL. Meanwhile I went balistic, I mean I've never given the finger or honked the horn [even if it is a fucking weak ass sounding horn] so much at any one car before.
Because it amazes me, I mean you could clearly tell why the space was there, all the other cars were giving the same sort of distance, yet some moronic driver decides he wants to get that one car-length closer thinking he'll make the light. Well listen up assface, that light'll stay green for about 5 minutes, almost everyone always makes it through it, it just takes forever to actually turn green.
So the morale is, don't be a fucking idiot.
| 3.9.02 |
Forums
New forums are up after the old ones went kaput and couldn't be repaird. If nothing gets fucked up randomly these should be the ones I stick with, since they seem to be pretty fast and whatnot.
And all the links around the site should be fixed as-well, if they're not e-mail me.
At 1am
It's pretty damned weird the unexpected people you will run into at almost 2am in a bowling alley in fucking Manasshole.
| 3.7.02 |
Things are just crazy
It wasn't that bad of a day today, except for the fact that well..I bombed a chem. test like no other. Guess it serves me right when I stop paying attention in class and don't study at all before the test actually happens. But whatever, I don't think it'll affect me that much.
The rest of the day was spent driving around with music playing very loudly (mainly Dashboard Confessional, and some everything) since it was that nice of a day it just begged to be driven in with the music up loud. I just wish the damned weather would make up it's mind and stick with becoming spring/summer or staying as winter, I hate how it'll be warm, then go back to being freezing. It's like a bad prick-tease.
And for one helluva fucked up story click here
Whoah
Well looks like something happened to the message boards, so those few people who did use 'em, don't for the moment. As all you'll get is a cgi error, that happened because well. I dunno, last night, even earlier today, they were workin just fine, and not broken.
In other events damn do I like the good weather, especially when you have some good music to turn up real loud and sing to. Or well I'm tired of wearing pants every damned day..
| 3.6.02 |
Crap
I love how in the span of a few hours your day can go from being pretty good, to just eh, thanks to a few key people.
It's nice to know that the people around care that little to not give two shits either way. It's also annoying to be given the brush off, but never in a direct manner, always the round-about way. Gah I'm fucking tired of dealing with stupid girls being well, stupid. Get some fucking common sense and act normal, yes I know common sense is the least common of all senses but for chrissake.
Jesus spring break's in two days and I'm not doing a damned thing. This sucks.
| 3.4.02 |
Series Polygamy
"When we're incomplete, we're always searching for somebody to complete us. When, after a few years of a few months of a relationship, we find that we're still unfulfilled, we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising. This can go on and on - series polygamy - until we admit that while a partner can add sweet dimensions to our lives, we, each of us, are responsible for our own fulfillment. Nobody else can provide it for us, and to believe otherwise is to delude ourselves dangerously and to program for eventual failure every relationship we enter."I dunno, I happened upon this while reading a book someone recommended to me and it just hit me. I think this is what I go through, a lot. And might be what I'm going through right this moment...I dunno.
Either way who'm I kidding I'm just rambling to myself..
Hmm..
I swear I'm still as confused as I ever was, or probably ever will be. Because well I'm not sure about this girl in my english class..I can't tell if she's trying to subtly give me the hint that she's not interested by well, always telling me she'll give me a number, or will do something with me the next class, or next week, or whatever.
And I'm still confused about her, hell she could read this page since I have the link up but she's never mentioned anything good/bad/indifferent to me about it so who knows. Either way after Friday I'm even more confused then I was before...I mean it could be me looking deeper into things then need be. But I've never seen her act the way she acted with me on Friday with her other friends..so eh, who knows. Maybe she'll actually read this and tell me...somehow I sorta doubt it. I mean I'd ask her about it, but I know she doesn't exactly enjoy talking about that sort of thing. So who the hell knows..
Oh yea and a new link of the day, one that's actually entertaining: FrostyTomato (and of note I was the first person on the site to get 100% and I didn't cheat to get it.
| 3.3.02 |
Fuck.
Fuckity, fuck fuck. I swear to jebus it's annoying as shit to work your ass off in a place that sucks, for 40 some bucks. Especially when everyone else is walking out of the place with a hundred bones in hand. It's fucking sad.
And another server asked me how much I made per-night lately and I told her. She was suprised and asked if it was because I got in the weeds or anything, which wasn't the way. I mean I almost never get weeded, and I always think I connect and am a really good server. I rarely fuck up people's orders but yet for some reason at Logans I just can't get good luck to get a streak of good tables that tip decently.
Plus tonight I had the joy of dealing with a woman who was shitfaced before she came into the place and then proceeded to get two drink and become even more drunk. Then after she told me to get her another drink I told the manager I thought she should be cut-off and I didn't want to tell her personally because I well..feared that she'd go ape or something. Fast-forward she finally leaves and on the way out can't find the goddamned front door she's so plasted. So a note to everyone, don't go to a restaurant already shit-faced, you only go to a club that way.
